my mind wanders as i'm trying not to fall in love with you
'cause everytime i wake i ponder on my mistakes of
what i said, it is always my esteem that i sure lose
playing those stupid games as i always end up chasing you

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i can't help myself anymore
rehearsing my thoughts as i'm too scared to come to your door
i pushed it all aside just to stand next to you
now you won't talk to me for something that i didn't do
it's not gonna work

and i'm trying not to think of you
i'm all confused as i think of the things that i would do
i'm all shook up as i get all nervous inside
my emotions are something that i will always hide
my ways